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Hi.

I'm back (:

So. Updates:

Im getting my top braces off on my birthday.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

and..

I got a root canal on Monday.

butitscool.

cos I didnt go to school on Tuesday.

and..

I haven't even gone to school since Monday

cos..

SNOWW!

I frikken <333333333>

and ice.

anddddd..

im currently watching

The Aristocats.

I frikken <3333333333>

Im having a swell week.

Probably because I have barely went to school (:

and..

thats pretty much it.

-KThxBai!!

:-/

im so fucking done.

ever since troy's thing, i've been throw to the backseat.

the only thing my stupid "family" does now, is watch tv.

we used to play Uno, and have fun.

now, we can only, buy video games for troy.

make sure troy's homework is done.

troy.troy.troy.troy.

i totally understand that he had surgery,

and he should have attention.

but hes fine now,

hes playing all 50 of his new video games

and he's O.K.

now, me on the otherhand.

i've gotten a bunch of hell over that kid.

since his surgery, i've had to:

didnt get the sleep in my own bed for about a week.

didnt get to eat for about a week.

never got my homework done.

got yelled at by multiple people.

..

pretty much, no one knew i existed.

which was O.K., for that week.

hes home now.

hes fine.

i however am not.

ugh.

im always complaining on here.

im sorry for that.

i simply give up.

my town, parents, "friends" and everything just sucks.

God Hates Me.

chyeah. It's true. God hates me.

My fat ass uncle gets to go to England.

The one place in the world I would kill to go to.

And I'm NEVER gonna get to go. Ever.

Today I get a chance to hang out with my "friends"

.. and possibly amazingly hott guys,

but no.

I'm magically gonna get frostbite..

Today I've been outside about 10-15 times,

taking my dogs out.

But somehow if I go outside with my friends,

I'll die.? wtf

Thanks God.

You make my life a living hell.

I mean, hell can't even be this bad.

-allyxxarsenic.

How do you act when your "friends" act like total bitches.? Like, they must be PMSing hardcore. So, what if your boyfriend breaks up with you. It's not like you were engaged. You break up every other day anyways. Jesus. I would have broke up with him to begin with. I don't think anyone should have to put up with shit like that. Yeah, other people are gonna be after him once you guys are over, but, when you were together, you hooked up with multiple guys. To make your situation better, you went after people you knew, your friends like. Bad move. Get over it. People in Hell-Hole High don't care about your every pitty problem. Believe it or not, you are not any better than anyone else.


-allyxxarsenic.

:(:

I haven't blogged for a few days. ugh. My brother has this pimple looking thing on his face. Maum took him to the doctor's (we thought he needed to go to the dermatologist) so he went there.. Then he had to be rushed to the hospital. He had to have emergency surgery on his face. He's cool now. They have to should a stick in his face twice a day and put a pad thingy on it.. It's gonna scar. On the plus side, I have a new favorite sport.. Wrestling <33. class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">Hah Hah. lulz. There was like 5 "nice" guys on the other team.. My school however, they aren't so pretty. The other team all had 6 packs and they were flat out ripped. It was AH-MAZING!. I'm such a girl.

I recently have re-discovered my love for boys like Chase Coy <33 class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_0">Cristofer Drew<33. class="blsp-spelling-error" id="SPELLING_ERROR_1">irl? I believe I have never met a boy like them.. ever. I would kill for that. They're sweet and make cute little songs. Ya know, if boys did that more often, they wouldn't be questioning themselves, "Why doesn't, that girl like me?" Why, be cute. Put in effort. Do something usual boys, don't do. Sing her a song, write a poem, buy balloons and put them in her locker (if you're still in school, or you could put them in her car or something..), make her a picture.. Just be creative. Do something creative. I'm so tired of un-originality. Yeah, it's nice to get flowers and and chocolates, but every other boy does that too... By the way, if you're after a girl, make sure you know her middle name, birth date, and favorite colour.


-allyxxarsenic

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-allyxxarsenic.

i believe in karma. that take biatch. (:
i hate people(:

friends

I don't believe friends exist IRL.

Trust Issues.

mmk. so... I had some personal posts, but I deleted them. For some reason, I don't like my irl friends to know everything about my life. On the internet I can easily tell you stuff about me. I mean, it a minute I could block you and never speak to you again. However, irl I can't just block you. It doesn't work like that.. Isn't that weird though.? Shouldn't I be able to type my friends, EVERYTHING? Guess not. Does anyone else do that?.. WHy do I ask so many questions?..lol. one more question. Do I have trust issues?..

Brrrrrrriffday.

Happy Brrriffday Peanut Brotha!

What do you do...

what do you do in awkward situations..? such as:
someone just holds your hand, for no reason, they just do it.
You offer your condolences to your friends at a funeral and he/she says "I wasn't that close with them anyway"..
Making eye contact with people.. I personally can't do it.
You start to laugh at some very inappropriate(i.e. your in sex ed. and you laugh at the word "sex")
People start talking about something either personally/ something you're not sure about
Someone "accidentally" touches your butt.
Some is invading your personal space.
Watch a movie with your parents that has nudity or something of that nature.
Make a reply or something.. I wanna know what other people do. Personally I avoid these things at all costs.

My Math "Teacher"

I hate the "teachers" in my school. So, when we came back from winter break, my math "teacher" gave us a math test. In my math class on every test I get an A. But noooooooooooooooooooooo not this time. I got a freakin' D. wtffff?!? So thats not even the end of it. So, my "teacher" decides to make the kids that got a C or lower partner up with a kid that got a B or higher. She was the one who partnered us, so I got stuck with this kid who plays video games allllllllllllll the time and probably has never talked to a girl. He st-st-studdered everytime he tried to talk to me. oi. So, he didn't help me at all. Then the stupid "teacher" decides, 'Hey let's give all the kids who are "helping" others 10 bonus points'. wtffffffffff? Then she made me do an extra assigment. grrrrrrr! I hate that lady. >:(

I think of weird thingss.

One more thing I must type before I go to bed. mmk, here it is.. Why do people wear thongs? I mean, isn't it because you don't want people seeing your underwear lines? But, don't you think it's like kinda cooler to have underwear on? Therefore I believe it is 10 times cooler to wear normal human underwear. Also, why do girls (i dunno how boys roll) spend extra money on "pretty panties"? I mean, no one else is gonna see them (well, they shouldn't). And usually they aren't even that comfy. This is how I see thing like that.

I'm going to tell you something that upsets me greatly. It's school and it never being cancelled. What does a girl have to do to get one small cancellation. C'mon man! Just one day. Winter break was not nearly long enough. I'm a young growing girl. I have people to see, places to go. and then there's school. wtf? whyyyyyy?!?

First Blog..

I promise this will be the Biggest failure of a blog ever...

-allyxxarsenic.